A guy fell in love with a girl, and the girl loves him and he s pretty sure that everything is gonna work out well but the girl gets confused and complicate it. So what does the guy do? His life turns upside and all his charm dies and he s not the same anymore. He becomes like a shadow, losing all the colours in his life and live his life like a ghost. A few years passes by and he either meets a girl who breaks the shadow, shook him up and brings effervescence inside him like a champagne or a miracle happens which bring his love back to him and they live happily ever after.
This is what movies shows right? What if all this is just a big sack of lies thrown at as to make us feel that life is simple?
What if he is heads over toe in love with the girl and she doesnt give a fuck? I will tell you what happens then.
He tries all the crazy fucking way that he can think off to swipe her off her feet and make her fall in love with him. And he gets hurt everytime. He drinks till his blood turns into alcohol and think abt her everytime and ruin his life. He keeps whining all the time and loses his best friends. He becomes the most annoying person. He stops enjoying little things that matters to him. And he realize its never gonna workout and he has to give up. Does he give up? No.
Well in a way he does, he gets busy. He does everything to keep him occupied. His passion has turned out to be something he does only to while away the time. He doesnt like doing all this. But its okay atleast it keeps him off from thinking about her and getting depressed. But he could only do this for a while right? I mean everybody has a breaking point. You cant just do things u dont love for a long time!
Living a monotonous life for a few months, he feel he has to change the way he is. He starts hanging out with people, making new friends, laughing and he s happy. But there is something missing. He doesnt feel love. He s just happy from outside but his soul is greedy. It expects more. Its just not content with this kind of happiness and makes him think about her. His thoughts again get filled up and his feet aches by running along with his thoughts. He sees people and wonders how come they are not like him? Have they never feel in love the way he did? Or are they too good in hiding their feelings by wearing a mask? Does this happens to everyone or just him?
He just wants to be alone, Working away from all this bullshit he s going through. Get occupied with work again. And he wonders if this wish at least gets fulfilled.
We live in a century where we have sex first and then think if its love or not right? Why cant he be like that? Is he getting too old fashioned? Wont the miracles that happen in movies, occur for him? Will he ever fall in love again? And I end this note, waiting for time to answer all the questions that I have.
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